I’m not we good
I’m just sad but it’ll pass I’ll be ok
I love you too sweetpea :)
I wish I made enough money so I could have my own one bedroom apartment with Simon. So I could just be alone and have my own space and be able to hangout in my bed and smoke and have lots of nice candles and ugh I just want my own space so bad
And if the thought
of killing yourself
makes you cry,
Maybe you aren’t
yet ready to die.
Does Swayze have a lot of pink things? Yes. Lots of headbands I rarely put on because her head is too big and they get way too tight after awhile? Yup. Does she have cute dresses? Indeed. & do we refer to her as a princess? Of course.
But if one day, my daughter chooses to never wear dresses again, that’ll be okay. If she refuses everything pink and anything containing glitter, that’ll be fine too. If she hates dolls and prefers action figures, wants to cut her beautiful hair into a handsome “do,” or tells me she thinks the girl she sits next to in her class is cute… I will be fine with all of that.
I will feed her confidence with every meal. I will bathe her in bubbles and suds soaked in understanding. I will open her mind and her heart each morning she opens her eyes. It will never be a challenge for me to encourage my daughter to have love for and be exactly who she is, whoever she may be. Because I love her. & I really wish the rest of the world could love each other the same way.
I wish you were my mom Ashley wow